Weird day. weird feelings

I'm lonely and I'm bored and I need a haircut.

I don't understand...

Why do I want to vanish?

Sometime I really do think I had the best girl in the world... a year later...

I'd much rather pursue truth and fail then to pursue failure in an attempt to find truth.

'friends of necessity' that's what she said
6 months until graduation and then I have an excuse.

I don't like religious 'tolerance' I don't think JC ever said 'Tolerate people of other beliefs'. I'm pretty sure he said that we should sit and eat even with our enemies.

oh alright

Dear God,

not looking for anything too particular, except that she needs to be gorgeous, funny, she needs nice teeth, generally appreciative, borderline genius, well read, cultured, socially adept, not full of shit, goes against the general epoch of what being a woman is and KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS, a strong woman-- no wimps or broken girls with daddy issues, a revolutionary, good hair and make her skinny because I don't do fatties.